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It's really sad because I was gone for almost 2 months (what the heck?) wandering and enjoying how Plurk astonished me. I could've just imagine how it has been addictive to me, like how t'was easy to hear my friends and know what they've been up to. (esp. this summer) But really, I am back! I so missed the panorama of mine & your blogs. Thank you, conscience.

It's amazing how I spent my Holy Week with such dedication and sincerity for our Lord. OA much? Though my sacrifices weren't that so hard, I think my prayers and love are still the best gift I can ever give. I must admit that I was so impressed with myself for I have gained so much maturity for the past weeks, and hurray for that. Maybe I thought that I'm always assured that I will receive something (also) in return, esp. with my to-gain-or-not-to-gain issue thing. I always prayed for my thickness in the coming months, and I can sense that. Those are more about realizations, and I credit my broad mind for painting consciousness, patience, and faith itself. However, I had lots of good and bad realizations. Those are mixed, and that makes it weird. Tee hee.

I realized about:

1. About Perfection. I bet you know the saying, "Nobody's perfect." I presume that I know it, but I never dared to accept it. I wasn't sure of anything until I pursued to be so. There was always something in my mind, "Why would I believe if I don't try so? Aren't they wrong? Are they wrong? Weren't they wrong?" You know, those are little questonnaires I would have thought to answer. Until I got to the realization that I can't be perfect, unless I'm guilty to be Mama Mary. Seriously, I'm contented with whatever I shall receive in this imperfect world. It's a secret of both luck and hardwork, I think.

2. About Friendship. I guess it's my main weakness. It's at the top of my list, so is my family. I think it's self-explanatory. Either way, it's so inspiring whenever I'm with them. Beat that!

3. About High school. As of this moment, I never reallu